Whispered Wanderings

I wanted to, you know.

I was sad when I heard
the little one’s tiny, soft voice
as she faded in and then quickly away:
“But anyone could be a monster!”
I heard it and
my heart shattered
a delicate glass ornament
having slipped to the floor
because I knew – that anyone
includes
you.

Loyalties shifted
swiftly, without mercy.
I must love her more than I love
you…

a further breaking of
my already shattered heart
as if such a thing
is even possible

Because I do so love
you.

klm
6/5/23